![]() ![]() He looks up slightly and nods acknowledging your presence and you ask if it would be alright if you sat down, he raises his hand nonchalantly indicting the rest of the available seating as he keeps looking down at some paperwork in his hand and you quietly sit down as far as you can away from him, bringing your knees up to your chest as you hug them, your feet also up on the bench. Deciding that it is still the best place to go and that the dark haired man with black rimmed square glasses, still wearing scrubs and his lab coat would likely be called back to work soon anyway, you go to sit down. Walking over you spot that there was one person already seated there, a doctor, who by the looks of the lunch bag next to him must just be having a break from the hospital that is just over the road from the parks enterance. Once at the park which had taken you quite a while without being driven there for the first time ever, in the middle, by the gardens sat the pagoda like seating area that Saeyoung likes to take you to regularly, closed off and fairly unpopular, it was perfect just to sit and contemplate. Not even bothering to head towards any shops, as the thought of being around other people made you anxious, you head out towards the park, hoping to find somewhere private to spend your time before you inevitably had to go home and start acting again, thankful only for Zen's constant narcissism as he had spent so much time bragging how he has pulled off different roles that you had in fact taken certain things as pointers. It wasn't until lately, when everything had got worse that you finally understood what she meant, as you had been working on hiding the truth from the world but struggling to explain the spots, sudden weight loss and your dull pale complexion all signs of high level stress. When you had been out with Jaehee once, she had said that being overworked is like having depression, you can tell people that you feel down but in the end all you can do is lie and say that you are fine while it makes you physically ill. You love him too much to get him involved with this, in fact you believe that he is too good for you anyway, so the things that are getting you down are just what you really deserve. Leaving the apartment, your boyfriends bank card stuffed into your back pocket as he had pulled you in for a hug, you go out into the fresh air and finally let out all of the emotions that you had bottled up since all of the problems started. Now don't get me wrong when he wanted to shop, he could out do ANY girls ability to take forever, but it had to be for the right thing usually consisting of costumes, anything electronic or most of all something with horse power. Wanting to be alone you had dropped the 's' word that had successfully turned his grin into a look of utter disgust like you knew it would 'shopping'. Never one to stand in the way of what you want to make you happy, when you had said that morning that you wanted some fresh air and a chance to stretch your legs to him he was all for it, offering to take you out in one of the baby cars, buy you lunch and see a movie. Normally being around the world's biggest kid means that you join in the fun with the knowledge that any kind of consequence will never be aimed at you but at your fun loving boyfriend, for two reasons, firstly Saeyoung is blamed for everything and I mean everything, especially if any kind of fault happens to your friends computers even if he is innocent (thou rare you will admit) but secondly because under that clown-like exterior, is the heart of a caring, sensitive but over-protective and strong man who will never let you get in harm's way. ![]()
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